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Let Me Start Over

So basically this month was an eye opening one. I not only got drunk every weekend but last Saturday my drunk self decided that smoking weed would be a good idea. I gained 5 kg and I didn’t do anything of the paper work I’m supposed to do. At first I was really mad with… Continue reading →

I failed and it’s okay

So in my last post I said that if I didn’t achieve the goals I set for myself, it would be depressing. I take that back. I forgot that I said that failure is a part of growing and with this failing I actually learned a lot. I’ve been really hard on myself, I’ve created… Continue reading →

Setting Goals

So I haven’t been feeling great lately, to be honest, I’ve been feeling like shit. I’m aware that I could be feeling like this because, I’m going through menopause and puberty at the same time, I’m realizing my relationship ended, I lost the safe place I thought I was going to have, I can’t organize… Continue reading →

Leaving Bad Habits Behind

So I quit smoking and I’m doing sober 2021, wooo yei for me. But let me tell you, this was hard but at the same time so easy and I can’t understand how. So I’m your kind of guy, or was I guess, that would have a beer in his hand every time I ate.… Continue reading →

Nicolás – He/ Him

So it’s no secret that I used to have a different name and different pronouns, shocker I’m a transgender guy. If you know me personally, congrats you know my dead name, please don’t use it. Don’t get me wrong, I don’t hate that name, I think it’s a beautiful name, it’s just not my name… Continue reading →

My First Birthday

On January 26 I turned 26. I’ve never been fan of my birthday, but this birthday was different. To begin with I totally forgot about it. Actually me and my family totally forgot about it hahaha. We thought it was “next week” when it actually was “in 3 days”. So to begin with it felt… Continue reading →

Cassidy, mi pavito

This may be one of the hardest things I’ve ever written. I met Cass on September of 2011. We were in 10th grade together, living in the same school, in a small town called Whitby in Ontario, Canada. She used to live far from the school so she would stay with the boarding girls and… Continue reading →

Bathrooms

Before I start, so you won’t have any doubts, I use the men’s bathroom. Why? Because I am one. Now, you have to have in mind that I came out during the pandemic so there was no reason for me to go to a public restroom. Until now. So I had to come to Houston… Continue reading →

Feelings

I have a weird relationship with feelings. To be clear I haven’t had my one month on testosterone yet and you know what they say: Taking testosterone is like having menopause and a second puberty. So I guess my relationship with feelings will get even weirder.  As of now, I’ve been trying to understand everything… Continue reading →

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